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29 September 2008

Thursday evening went to see doctor just wanna the medical chit. After that took a cabby down to Westmall to buy Kelly's birthday present and also had our dinner together. After which head to NTUC to get some stuffs then headed back home.

Friday work was hectic =(

Saturday slept till noon, was being woken up by sms. Meet up with Kelly to celebrate her 21st birthday. We head to AMK and gosh. I bought a watch and a dress. If m not wrong, she bought 2tops? Headed to Bugis after that, we bought a bag each. =) Then pass by wallets shop, I saw the GL wallet n cardholder I liked it so so so much but Kelly asked me not to act impulsively. So didn't buy it.

Went to Wang Jiao Cha Chang Ting to 've our dinner, pass her the Swatch Watch that I bought for her. Hmm... hopes she likes it. Thanks for the recommendation. We ate a hotplate that comes with beef, pork, chicken steak + egg + sausage + fries + dessert + garlic bread + drink only for $13.90. Worth!!!

Post up the address the when m free.

Head back to JP to meet up with Qin and the 3 of us watched "Connected". Nice and funny show. Haha...

Walked back home. On our way home, there was this fellow who drinks and broke the bottle glass. Scared me. Half walking, half running back home.

Reached home shower and called dear.

Sunday morning bro called and asked me to accompany him to NUH cuz his backache badly. Woke up wash up my clothes meet him at house void deck 'bout 12pm. Took cabby down and the whole check up took about 3hrs? Doctor said muscles pulled 'll recover in about 1 or 2months time. Reached home, took nap from 'bout 4-9pm. Went to buy some stuffs before heading back home. On the way, dear sms. M sry for wad I've asked.

Yvonne is right-If the r'ship belongs to your, you don't 've to try so hard to maintain.

I hope I'll luv myself more

12:39




25 September 2008

Bought cheesesticks and chocolate eclair for ops side and srms. Claris asked whats e special occasion-birthday, tender or getting married? Then Sabina asked me if I strike lottery. If I strike lottery, you girls won't just be eating cheesesticks and eclair alr. =)

Left office on the dot, thought dd would be going down to my friend chalet with me. But he still have many things to finish up. So I went down alone. =) Reached there around 7pm saw SK our primary school c'mate. He still looks the same, so good looking. Helped to start the fire, argh... madness took us an hour+. They asked about dear. Haa... looks like everytime I gave 'em the same answer-he's busy with work. Anyway, guess I'll never able to BBQ a chicken wing without getting burnt. M only good in getting the satay cooked.

Took pix inside the room together with Kelly n Qin. Hmm... the last time we took pix together was like in primary school? Hmm... hopefully they upload the pix soon. So that I can post it up here. Can't wait to show you guys my best friends.

Disturbed Kelly after the birthday song. Asked her to express her feeling for her granny efforts in taking care of her all these years. She looks so embarrassed after giving her granny a hug. Aww...

Dragged Fang Ting and Jenny to eat together with me. Then left the chalet at 10pm to Chillz. Wanna took cabby but giving a second thought, why waste money? So took a train down. Zann texted, Kenneath called. Was half an hour late. Haa... guess soon Zann will get used to me being late all the time.

Reached Chillz not surprise to see dear there. Patted his back not sure if he noticed. When I was looking for him, he wasn't inside the pub. I thought I patted the wrong person. Sis kept asking where's Eric. I asked her to call for his name and she really did. Don't know where dear went to, so she sms(ed) him. Guess dear replied that he was in the pub too. So Zann asked me out of the pub and asked which one is him.

Zann: "JL, just now that guy}Richard asked that guy}Dear if he(dear) knows you. Is it that guy}Dear."
Me: Yepp*2.

Didn't do a proper introduction, =( but dear always clicked on well with people he met. Dear, how will Zann be disappointed to see you? She can't wait to see you in person. So finally last night, you guys met each other.

Gosh guess haven't been singing for 2months and I sang so s*** with Kenneath. Omg, they were all laughing at me. So p.s.

Out of the blue, they fought. N m thankful that she puts down the chair when I begged her. She strangled my neck, pushed me when I tried to stop 'em. But they still fought fiercely. It pains me deep in my heart. Why... why all these happened when one second ago all of us were happily drinking, singing. I couldn't control my emotion. I broke the bottle and wanted to cut my wrist with the broken piece when dear refused to listen to me. Was being stopped by Zann. N why... why I always let my emotion to control over me? Me dearest sister, forgive me please... 'll you?

Why I always acted that way that makes ppl worried for me. Why must I make things difficult for him? Why I always refuse to listen in? He walked off and dear too. But dear why texted me that? I thought I'll never get to see you again. I called and m speechless when u came back and picked me up. Dear next time don't lose your cool, was just a push.

Ruined, ruined, I runied e celebration. ='(
Didn't go to work, m feeling lousy. Gotta dig out a mc for her tomorrow. Sighs.

Plenty of thoughts


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:24




23 September 2008

Last evening after work meet up with dear @ Raffles to market street to 've our dinner, thanks for the treat! But next time don't order so much okies? Guess he already knows how to use the omnia phone, so don't need to download the user manual from the web. =) Dear*2 walked me to the Mrt Station and back to office to finish up his work. Happy that dear head straight home after his work, and thought he'll rest early but he texted late. Dear drink, must be something bothering him. Sighs, so helpless couldn't give him any advice. All I could do is to listen to his probs.

Dear, don't think that it's very unfair to me when you've no time to accompany me. Cuz I know you gotta entertain your client and sometimes you're just too vexed up at work. Is totally fine with me, just promise that you'll be home safely. I assured you that nothing gonna goes wrong between us. Be it you gonna be away or not, you'll always be in my heart okies? I don't wanna any I-phone, N96, Tiffany, LV or Coach... just wanna you to walk through with me eternally.

Tea lady fried bee hoon, wah ichiban!


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:00




22 September 2008

Saturday after work meet up with Kelly at FEP to have lunch, gosh... I ate too much and the lunch cost me 40 over bucks. Headed to Emily shop, cuz Kelly wanna do eyebrows threading but the staff off. The director of the shop only knows how to do plucking. She said she's afraid that she might thread one hole in e mid of the eyebrows. Haa... I joked with her that she can always use the fake hair and join it back. Director said she'll use the fake lashes and plant it back instead.

Head to OG, back to John Little and back to Taka again. =( In the end she didn't manage to get anything. Sighs.

Meet up with dear @ GWC to watch "Disaster Movie" funny show. But guess dd too tired that he closed his eyes for couple of times. =) Dear next time if you're tired then let me know we can always watch some other day. Went to the nearby hawker to have fried kueh tiao, carrot cake, n sugar cane. Sorry dd that I didn't finish up. Walked around and poor dd gotta accompany me back to CT.

Gina texted when I came out from the bathroom. She was inside the cab on the way to JP to meet me for mid night show. So prepared and took cabby to meet her and watched "Mama Mia". After which she sent me back home. Argh... having headache.

Lil niece knocked my room door so loudly on Sunday morning just to bring in my clothes. Then she starts questioning why must I lock the door. Haix... wash up and watched the HK Drama "Love Exchange" till 'bout 11pm last night. Watched the entire drama.. surprised ending.

Back to my room, mummy came over with my bag and clothes washed. Sighs... why? Why mummy always treat me so nice?

This morning overslept, nearly late for work. =/


I hope I'll luv myself more

11:06




19 September 2008

Tuesday was a hectic day for me, cancelled the met up with Jarrel. Promised him to drop by this evening but m feeling unwell so will arrange another meet with him.

Initial plan for Wednesday was to meet up with Gina to watch movie with her. But she was injured when she was on her way to meet me. Meet up cancelled.

Received Ming Da sms reminding me of my birthday. Haa... thx*2. Promise no cake, no present then we'll meet up for dinner eh?

Yesterday meet up with Kelly in the morning, cuz she's working at somerset! Know that she was having sore throat wanna pass her the herbal tea that I bought for dd. But she didn't take it.

Like to be at branch early, at least I can take my time to get changed. In the evening checked out the showtime for Disaster Movie 6pm++ or 9pm++. If watching 6pm++ slot, will be too rush for dd. If watching 9pm++ I gotta wait for dd to finish his work. So decided to watch some other day, maybe tomorrow. Shall see how...

Was on my way home, train reached Outram Park thought of Bread Papa @ Vivo. Alighted and took train back to Bugis to get sth for dd to eat. I wanna buy the ... .. (forgotten what it call) for dd but searching and searching, didn't manage to find it. Took train back to Raffles and left the food hanging outside of dd office and texted him. I guess, if... dd colleague didn't walk pass... dear don't even bother to check his hp who sms him. When dear called I was already on my way to the control station.

Mummy came over last night and she went back home. Didn't expect her to be here this morning too. Thanks mummy for waking me up, otherwise I'd be late for work. =) Didn't had a cup of warm cereal in e morning for like a year? =) Sorry mummy, don't 've the time to answer so much of your questions. And thanks for folding my jean for me.
This afternoon dd called and asked if I had my lunch. Told him not yet... soon Sabina called looking for me.

Sabina: "Hey Jialin, you have an appointment with Mr Eric?"
Me: "Huh... hmm.. yah.. you show him to the meeting room right beside my room"

I was totally taken aback of dd dropped by. I saw him walking in to the meeting room together with a lady. Dear said was Vivian... =) I miss her too...


If not because of Christine, I'd be able to meet dear at the meeting room. After 2 miss calls, 1sms they left. FM walked in with TCC carrier on her hand and said "Your love present is here" M seriously surprised, touched!




The TCC lunch from dd with his name card on it. =) So sweet!


I hope I'll luv myself more

09:07




15 September 2008

Slept at 2am this morning, alarm rang but so reluctant to get out of bed. Shower and prepared, realised that I threw away the black pant. Luckily manage to dick out the plaint dark navy skirt to match it with the polo tee for the Blue Day Party.

He called and asked what did I tell his ex. Guy, u're lucky to have both of us cuz we care for you. Pls stop doing foolish things that is bad for your health. Cuz by doing so.. you're hurting people around you.

The reason u wanna be with me is because u take me s a replacement of her. I'll never hurt the guy I love. If I break off with him and be with you, don't you think that I'll do that to you too? Rest well, one day you'll find someone better than her eh?

Nice of DD dropping by my work place to pass me back my sim card. But DD driving me mad, he returned me the omnia phone. I wanna scream, dear... I don't 've to get you something in exchange for a gift from you right? DD almost ruined my day, but*3... he promise to take back on Thurs and bring it to Sydney to use =)

Yesterday Blue Day celebration was great, enjoyed myself. On our way to CityHall MRT Station saw the shop "Marvellous Cream", hees... so decided to have a cup of ice cream. =)

As usu, shower clean up my room and did my laundry was waiting for dear to call but he didn't. Wanna text him before sleep, but thought of letting him to enjoy his night without disturbing him. Waited n waited... sighs

I hope I'll luv myself more

10:43





Was being woke up by my lil' niece, shouldn't 've open my eyes. Spent the entire morning with her then got to know from her that her mummy went back to office to work. OMG! Is a Sunday my sis.

Texted dear in the afternoon but no reply from him. Wanna drop by his office to pass him the herbal tea and maybe doing shopping alone at FEP. But no reply from him. Just nice that Zann texted me a greeting. So asked her if she wanna meet up for dinner somewhere near her place. She said she had a sudden craving for chocolate fondue @ New York. So meet her up at AMK New York again. Haa... Advantage of two persons dining in, at least I don't 've to Q for 20 over mins just to have my dinner. Called dear, thought that he'd join us for dinner. But didn't manage to reach him.

As usu lil' Malcom makes noise... wanna go gai gai so Zann put him in the baby stroller and I brought him out for a walk. Find it so strange why others looked me at that way. About to text sis on her mobile, she already bill off e bill. Went shopping around, wanted to get base colour stocking, but looks like none of the shop have it. Left with no choice but to rush back to JP to get it. Cuz BOM told me on Saturday if possible don't wear the black stocking for tomorrow function. Argh another 20bucks on cabby fare. Sighs.

Took bus to mummy work place, thought that I could accompany her back home. But guess m slightly late, she already reached jiejie house when I reached home. =( I was happy to see her cuz I miss her. But she nags a lot, sighs. Already having a bad headache... a.. R ... G ....H !!! Showed my attitude. D*** Don't feel surprise that I'd drop by. In actual fact, I did thought of dropping by long ago, just that m lazy.

Scorching hot weather, went to take a cold bath and wash up my clothes. Dear texted and said he took up a last min night tour. Guess Zann gonna laugh at me for thinking too much. =) Dear if the sms sounds that m angry, pls pardon me. Later dear*2 going for MBIS interview. Haha... interview to become a trainer for Tourism & Hospitality Management. Dear dear... Jia you hor... =D


I hope I'll luv myself more

00:40




14 September 2008

Woke up @ 8am and outside was drizzling. Such a nice cooling Saturday to sleep yet I've to be back to branch @ 9:40am. Shower out and get prepared, only manage to leave home at around 9am. So took a cab down. Reached branch, and waited for 'bout an hour before my turn. =( Sighs, shouldn't 've waste the $ on cab esp for 20mins of make up lesson. Thurs cabby fare cost me 22bucks, Fri traffic jam cost me 30bucks then today cost me another 17bucks. Gosh... can buy lunch for another one week.

After the make up course, was being asked by BOM to stay and help FM out with all the clearance of unwanted stuffs. On Monday we would be officially known as R**. Sianz... gonna be a hectic day for me =( Wish that I'll be down with high fever and on MC for 2days! =D

Tomorrow dd gonna be back to office, wondering should I drop by and buy him lunch. =) Haa...

Wonder whats wrong with my beloved brother. How come the thought of saying after you die, I can have all of your things? I don't fancy your lil' money, I'm not going to take over the old man house. Bro, is ur's. You must be strong, live on and take over the house. Cuz most probably m buying my own house when I've earn enough. Other than dad, mom you're the closest one to me. I wanna you to dote and love me forever, just like now. If you need me to be home, let me know. I'll be there for you, listening to your problem. kor, m worried for you. *Sobs


I hope I'll luv myself more

00:19




13 September 2008

Pix took on 060908 - Doreen 21st Bdae Celeb


Zann Me Lil' Godson - Malcom Doreen


Doreen Me Zann & lil' Malcom


Birthday Girl Me lil' JiaLe


Pretties with lil' baby boy


Birthday girl with e cake


I hope I'll luv myself more

16:22




11 September 2008

Last night mummy dropped by and spent her time playing with lil' niece. Mum never fails to enlighten our day.

Couldn't sleep last night, because feeling very warm and nose blocked. This morning woke up late so took cabby to work. The distance looks longer but was the cheapest fare, $22. The uncle said: "Nowadays, take cab in the morning is very expensive. Don't take taxi, take public transport" =) Sometimes when we're in a hurry, we've not much of a choice either. Reached branch at 8:20am realised that the door was locked. Sat at the stairs and waited for EF.

Chat with Alfred and he told me that his TP on the 24Nov, and once he pass his licence his dad gonna buy him a car. He said that he confirm will ask me out and drive me around. Really or not? Then I'll wait for that day to come okies?

Dear called in the afternoon, wah for once I felt that he cares for me. Kept asking me to eat my lunch, m on diet dear. Otherwise when the new uniform arrived, I couldn't fit in. =) Dear sms in the afternoon and I nearly get choked when I saw it. "Check wif u. I buy I-phone for u to use then u compare. If dun like then u use the omnia. I dun mind using any of the two. Ok?" This is what he texted. I got so panicked that I called his mobile, but he didn't pick up. Texted him and kept asking him not to get me a phone, cuz I do not need a new phone. Told dear that nowadays I-phone can get it at a very cheap price with 2years contract. And it looks like 80% of people in the street are carrying I-phone. I rather he trade away omnia and get a N96 instead. Dear asked when N96 coming out, I saw the promo by Singtel... N96 already out in the market. Dear checked the price, $798... is about the same price as omnia ($775). Dear said that m crazy to ask him trade away the omnia. Look, is pointless to keep a phone that you do not know how to use. So why not trade away before the value dropped. Asked dear*2 to get the SE C905, guess he preferred that than omnia n N96 eh? Dear never likes bulky handset cuz it couldn't fit into his pocket. Joked with dear that I'll alter his trouser pockets for him, so that his handphone could fits in it. Dear also said that if he can't find a handphone for me, then he would send the omnia back to me. I told dear not to buy today, find one day we go to the handphone shop and see which one I like, then he pays for it. But dear*2 said no deal. Cuz dear knew that I'll never let him get me a handphone. Told dear that if I really liked N96 so much, I'll trade away my N95 and get it myself. Then dear*2 said he'll trade away his E65 and buy I-phone then I use the omnia. I thought he really did, but he said he didn't bring it out. Relief* =D Silly of dear dear to ask me why didn't I check with him before I buy for him the omnia phone. That was because I wanna give u a surprise. Dear*2 replied that then he wouldn't tell me even if he decides to buy. I told dear that he don't 've to tell me even if he decideds to buy, because even if he bought it... he's the one using it what. Haha... then dear said he'd send the omnia back to me. Anything, the phone will just sleeps on my bed. Dear commented is better to sleep on my bed than sleeping on his desk. Then I replied "At least the phone sleep on his desk with air con at night." =) Dear m seriously, I don't wanna anything... just wanna one thing from you. Thats is to drink lesser and be home early so that I can get less worried for you. =)

Dear msn me how I wish what he said in the msn 'd in the form of smses. Dear said we shall go for shopping and let him know what I want for my coming birthday. Dear, I seriously do not want anything for my birthday. What I want is very simple, just wanna have dinner with you, my friends and my mom. But looks like you've to be away to State. =) Hmm... ='( my birthday and dear birthday, both of us couldn't help each other to celebrate. Because dear gonna be away for 3weeks, 'll be back only one day after his birthday. Hmm... sadness. Alright, shall not think that far yet... otherwise couldn't control my tears. That 2days dear was away to KL already so torturing for me. I couldn't imagine... the upcoming one gonna be 3weeks. Haa... just hope dear enjoy his trip, 'll do.

Went to Robinson, Glennhill to try out our 'uniform' one set gonna cost Mrs Teo 260bucks*15 of us it gonna cost her 3900bucks. So Monday we gonna celebrate the blue day. N looks like Saturday I gotta attend the make up course... it changed to 3hours course instead of 2omins. I showed unhappiness... because every off day of mine, looks like I still 've to attend training. FM said that she'll exchange duty with me, but I don't wanna work with EF!!! Sighs.

FM a very nice colleague of mine, told her that my performance at work not very good. She said that she saw my improvement. Everything takes time to learn. =) Thx for your encouragement. Bought her heabal tea, but I drank it... cuz guess I need it more than her.

By the way, I always can't help laughing when I thought of the ways dear dear and good friend Doreen tried to be angry with me. They showed me their angry faces with a smile...

Dear, having u m contended.

I hope I'll luv myself more

20:24




10 September 2008

If you do not wish to attend the make up course on Saturday, then find other way to excuse yourself. Don't pass remark that implicate me in. Idiot!

No matter what, m not that silly to travel an hour all the way to town just for 20min make up class this coming Saturday. I already attended thrice @ OC. IF you insisted, then m sorry. I already informed you that I will not attend, is stupidious! And pls read the email clearly, is complusory for SRM and CRO, we're only invited to join!!! aRgh...

I hope I'll luv myself more

22:51




09 September 2008

Ytd should be staying back to help CRO to clear off some stuffs, but I make a move first to meet DD at TB. He was being told to trim off his coloured hair. Dear looks so... .. cute with his uniform. =D Anyway, DD wanna watch Death Race but wasn't show in TBGV. Asked DD if I wanna watch Death Race at PS, will he go? DD took a look at himself and smile, he asked: "Can don't want or not?" So we watched BK Dangerous - definitely worth watching.

BOM laugh @ my dressing last evening and she commented 'Couldn't believe you works in the bank". hAhAa..

Babe (Doreen) Happy Birthday, enjoy your birthday celebration with Sebas @ Siloso eh?

prata and tulang soup dinner
dd so when the bak kut teh
pizza and
seafood dinner?

Because of the 1.3mm because of the cross sell opportunity she nag nAg NAG @ us. She remarked that we did not take our initiative to inform the RM when client still around. But what FM intention was to inform only when customer left. RM can always follow up later. Yah yah yAh... in your eyes there's only Jasmine.

FM highlighted to her that the vision + training conducted at ORQ tomorrow evening is meant for new joiners. So I've to go... SHIT!



I hope I'll luv myself more

09:11




08 September 2008

Saturday

Didn't know that working alone on Saturday morning will be so much peaceful. =D Surfing net, listening to music, chewing cookies when doing reports... aww... loves it!

Babe, m sorry for being half an hour late, held back by my friend presentation. Accompanied her to cine to buy the casing for her I-touch. And went to taka to had our lunch (finger food), bought a mini cake and fragrance as her birthday gift. Babe, sorry that I didn't manage to give you any surprise. But at least I manage to drag Zann and Malcom out together with us to ride the SG Flyer right? Hees. And did you know something? When I asked CH if she would be free on Saturday just to celebrate your birthday for you, she didn't hesitate and replied that she's fine with it. N I swear, if not because of Zann... I wouldn't have cancelled the meet up. That was because I do not wish to be the middle person between both of you as well. Haa... tiring evening, my sincere apologies for showing attitude. Too crowded... and that lil' boy simply irritates me. Glad that his mom knew that I was angry.

Zann wanna buy something from taka, so we went back to taka again. In the end, she didn't manage to get what she wanted. So we decided to have dinner together before Doreen go to meet Sebas and friends at Clementi for steamboat. Thinking of what to eat seems so difficult for us, so Zann asked Doreen to make a move first. After she left we went to Food Republic to had our dinner. Was raining, madness... poor sister gotta carry Malcom using the carrier and gotta push the stroller. Not much of a choice, gotta lend her my helping hands. As usual, accompanied her back to AMK and took a cab to dd place.

Reached dear place had my shower. Told dear that m afraid he would snatch away my blanket again. Guess what? In the middle of the night dd kept woke up to tuck in blanket for me, so sweet of him =) thx* Woke up this afternoon at 2:30pm cuz feeling warm, went to take a shower. Greeted his parents and went into his room. Waited for him to shower out and took a cabby down to his office. Saw Patrick, wah... he was back to office to work on Sunday.. hmm... impressive.

Had our lunch at JP bento box. Dd sat down and looked out he commented with a smile "Nice glass view, but see HDB flats" =) Anyway, silly that dd get mad with that fellow who blocked his way. Dd we can always walk to the other side, so don't be angry okies? Dd rushing off to meet his camp mates, so after sending him to the mrt station... walked to the library to return the ref book for him. On my way home, Zann sms me and asked if I wanna meet her up at town.

Reached home, showered and get changed. Lil' niece asked if she could tags along. I asked her to seek her parents consent first. Worried that my bro-in-law might not like it. But surprisingly... they allowed. Had dinner at orchard tower, she told me the reason why she wanna meet me up. Haha.. sister, how do you know that he loves me? And strange enough, you even knew that he'd be away to state on my birthday. Haa... alright.. I just couldn't figure out whats going on. Accompanied Zann to wait for e cab and brought my lil' niece to had her ice cream. When we were about to leave, was being approached by 2tourists. Helped 'em to book a cab back to their hotel.

Reached home only at 11pm+ lil' niece was feeling exhausted. Wanted to do my laundry but m lazy. Shall wash up tomorrow evening.

Hmm... dd going for reservice for 2weeks. Dear, you can come over if you want. Cuz will be much more nearer for you.

So happy to know that aunty prepared something for me, but dear*2 only told me when we were on our way to JP. =(

Alrighty... gotta sleep tml still 've to work. Looking fwd to 1Oct, thats when I can starts taking leave. Hees..

Sister, is not all about just loving him. Is about accepting his family members, knowing his groups of friends and m learning to adapt to his lifestyle.


I hope I'll luv myself more

00:43




06 September 2008

Gd morning.

Had a bad day at work, sighs. I took my initiative to look for team manager, relationship manager, service relationship manager just to get it completed before I place it on branch manager table. I need Joy to sign the reviewed column for me, she refused unless I give her a copy of the cheque image. So went to the system to check the branch that performed the transaction. Called ORQ spoke to Celine, she passed the call to her officer Judy. N this %^*&!@ officer didn't even bother to wait for me to complete my sentence before she reject my request. I'm requesting you to do us a favour by sending a copy of the email to our BOM, thats all. N m definitely 've no right to order you to do so, just a request. Passed the phone call to BOM, after she hung up the call, she said: "They already make it so clear that they're not going to send us a copy for our reporting, then why still argued with 'em?" F*** m doing you a favour to make your job easier okies? FM said BOM will speak up for us, but in the end... being told off by her. aRgH...

Meet up with dear to FEP for dinner, he said he would be late. So rang up Emily to check if she's at her shop wanna touch up my lashes. She was... so went up to look for her. Hmm... she told me that for touching up only needs less than half an hour, but... haix. So dear*2 m sorry to let you waited for so long. Wanna go Sakura to have our dinner, but s usu gotta wait. Headed to LJS instead. =) Thx for e treat.

Took cabby down to Chamer 28/82? Forgotten. Anyway, like the place.. much more cosy. My drinking kakis, next time we shall drop by there eh? Think Zann texted, so I called her up. Wahaha... she must have taken aback that I sobbed. That's the way to trick her out manz* =P So wonder if later she joining us for the birthday celebration. Wonder...

I make a move first, took cabby back home. My goodness, bro-in-law still awake... guess he could smell the liquor smell on me bahs. Hopefully he don't tell my sis, otherwise will be nagged by her.

Called dear*2 and chat till 4am+ and went to do my laundry. Get back to sleep only this morning 5am+ and woke up late... hees. But wasn't late for work, that was because I took cabby to work. Not so bad, at least no peak hr charge.

After work schedule...

Get her birthday gift @ TAKA
Mtg Jarrel @ TPY
Mtg Doreen @ TPY
Gg over to dear plc

Waiting for Zann to cmf with me...


I hope I'll luv myself more

09:12




05 September 2008

Last evening meet up Gina, actually wanted to watch movie 4BIA with her... but due to the show time at PS she couldn't make it. Meet her up for dinner @ Westmall . As usu, she was late though her workplace was so much nearer. Anyway, doesn't matter. Saw a push cart selling muffins and noticed that it was from Golden Miles SLII Muffins. Darn nice, yummilious. Headed to ntuc to get something and Gina walked me to the bus stop to wait for bus 174. Waited for about 20mins, sobs =( Thank for accompanying me to wait for the bus.

Was aware that dear cancelled a dinner but didn't know that he rushed his work and wanted to meet me for dinner. =) But dear, seriously I did thought of dropping by your office. But you said before, you don't like surprise. N also thought of meeting you right after having dinner with Gina, but m sure you'll not want. Cuz you don't wanna me make my way back to town. Anyway, it really doesn't matter if we meet up or not. Cuz I've to get used to it right? =) No matter where you're... my heart is still with you

This morning when I left home, I knew it was raining. But wanna save the hassle of carrying the umbrella with me, I choose to walk in the rain to the bus stop. Walked to my parents void deck, I saw my dad... not dare to let him notice me, but he still noticed. He took off his rain coat and asked me to put on, while he carried my bag for me and ran in the rain to the bus stop. Passed him back the raincoat, wanted to say thanks to him... but it seems so d i f f i c u l t.

Since I was a lil' kiddo, till I went to school and now m out to society to work, he's still the one who never fails to shelter me whenever it rains. Be it drizzling or raining cats and dogs, I really appreciated it. That's the difference between my mom and dad... mom never ever gets up early, even she do... is only a cup of warm milo from her. But m contended...

Out of the blue, I felt loved by 'em. N I swear, if m celebrating my 21yrs birthday... both of 'em MUST be around.

In actual fact, I luv my dad too.

I love my
family.friends.dear

I hope I'll luv myself more

09:20




04 September 2008

Over the weekend, the air con temperature back to usu... freezing soon. =(

Tuesday morning reached work place dear wasn't online thought that he was caught in the rain on Monday night. Worried because I thought he was unwell. Only when he signed on his msn, then realised that he was out for morning appointment. Relief* Night time, was too exhausted that I didn't notice miss calls from dear and handphone didn't display any miss call until I checked my call log yesterday. Last night had a chat with dd, haa... whenever I think of the "coconut story"... =D And year 2010... hm.. still way ahead of us.

Ever morning walked pass the lobby, that lil' corner reminds me of the day dear sent me to work.

Oh ya, btw dear asked if I wanna join him at barnone tomorrow. I wanted to, but Saturday m on duty. JL, better not. Rem ur promise...

Talked about I-phone, looks like most possibility jie jie gonna get herself one.

Was it because m getting older thats why my memory getting poor? Haha... definitely not true. Not that I can't remember, just that I didn't bother to make an effort to remember bahs. Nah, can't blame me either... when being told off early in the morning, who still 'll 've to mood to concentrate? But... I swear... I'm gonna change, and kick away this bad habit. =)

Madness at work, when free m damn free. But when there's thing to do, there definitely will be more pending for me to do. At times, I really hate end day of work... because of all the reporting I've to do. Tomorrow Rosie on leave, so more work, more reporting to do. =(

i w a n n a scream


I hope I'll luv myself more

09:38




02 September 2008

Yesterday have Kayla's meeting and it ended at 7pm. By right should be meeting dear for bak ku teh dinner at central but the stall was closed. Anyway, dear had a bad headache but he still have to rush out his Monday report. Meet up with Zann @ AMK instead. Asked her what she'd like to eat and she suggested a Thai eatery place @ Orchard so we took train back to Orchard. =(

Zann wanna go shop around first before heading for dinner, so accompanied her. Went to C&K saw the pair of shoes we both eyed on. She bought it, I didn't. Eyed on the simple design black in colour bag and asked her for opinion. She asked the salesgirl to get a new piece for me. Yepp, she bought it for me. Thanks!

Took cabby back home, and had a nice chat with dear he called at 2am+ After chatting thought that I'd be able to sleep but who knows 4.30am m still awake. =( This morning nearly late for work.

My N95 driving me nuts. Caller couldn't heard what I've said when I was already screaming on top of my voice inside the train. =(

Alright, this evening reach home should do my laundry.


I hope I'll luv myself more

10:48




01 September 2008

This morning woke up trying to transfer file from pc to my phone. End up was a lil' late for appointment with Kelly. =) Met her up to Cheveron to make payment for her chalet on the 24th Sep. We went up to the restaurant located at the 2nd level to take the catering menu from the waiter. Then walked from Cheveron to JE MRT Station. Tiring*

Meet up with Gina and Qin, took train to town area and went to had our suki sushi buffet lunch. Oww... I ate a quite a lot, and seriously almost puked. Hees =) Walked around and sat down at mac to 've a drink and chit chat. Went in to Mango and bought 2tops. =D Dear called... glad that he had his dinner with his family member. Auntie birthday on the coming or next Wednesday... opps, forgotten.

Went down to WM with Gina just to get my manual user guide for omnia. I think, m a lil' harsh on the sales person.

Me: "Ytd I bought e omnia phone but I couldn't find the user manual guide, can I get a copy from you?"
He: "I do not have it"
Me: "But thats not my business, I got the phone from your shop you should find a way to get the user manual guide for me"

So he went in to take a new omnia phone unsealed it and show it to me that all are the same. I felt embarrassed and apologised, he said is okay as I wasn't the first person to complaint.

Left JE and head to mummy place. So happy to see my mom =) She came down and look for me when I was Q-in to help dad to pay his credit card bill.

Mummy asked me to accompany her to the prime market. She wanted to get lil' niece favourite HL milk, my favourite Orange Juice, cereal packet, milo packet, yakult for me to bring back home. But pls, my dear mummy... all these gonna be extremely heavy okies? I showed my "attitude"... and put back those items.

Dropped my money without realising it, mummy picked up for me... and of cuz she nags

Went up to take my clothing then heard from daddy that my air stewardess aunt joined OC for 4months++ already. No longer a SIA stewardess. Wondering how she doing so far. Mummy asked dad if I can get married off... daddy said... if found the right person then go ahead. Haa... guess dad changed a lot. Seriously lots. Mummy asked him not to rent out the room and asked me to move back home. Daddy said if I'm going to move back home, he's going to repaint the room and clean up the room for me. I told him... nope m not going to move back unless I can afford to pay him the room rental fee of 300bucks/month+his monthly allowance of 200bucks. Haha... seriously... I don't think I can control my shopping exp, so can forget about it. =) But seriously, I miss my family members.

Headed back home, get to know from my sis that my beloved cousin came out to work in S'pore. He's currently staying at his friend house? Hmm... wondering if I can reach him cuz I miss him.

Returned dear call, and had a good chat with dear. Haha... finally I told dear that IF in future I got married, I'll not want to stay with my hubby parents. N mayb m a lil' selfish that I'll wanna my mom to move in with us. So that I can take care of her. Haha...

But thats not important now, because still a long way to go. =) Thx dear for listening to me. Before ending the call, wanna tell dd that I seriously miss him... but it seems so tough. Anyway... gotta plan my schedule since dd suddenly felt like going to genting. Dear, we shall go with Gina and Shawn okies?

N thx Doreen for her sms, I know she cares for me. But don't worry okay? And u don't be envious cuz u can also afford a omnia phone and share it with sebas okies?

Gd night.


I hope I'll luv myself more

01:34